Thanking God

Even though some aspects of my life are a little grey right now, I do have so much to be thankful for. (I feel like I'm starting off my speech for Thanksgiving :])

Even though school is starting, I could be one of the many out there that is not taking that step to further their education and even though we will have some $40,000 to pay back for Nick's school, I'm thankful that my parents have made a college fund that will pay for most, if not all of my tuition.

Besides my amazing parents, I have an amazing future husband, that I'd do anything for. He is everything I could want in a person and I am so thankful to God that He brought him into my life at just the right time. I was already down "that" path and it was short lived once Nick arrived. He is so precious to me and everything that he does is for US. I can't wait to marry him and have his babies - that's a big joke with us because when one of his friends showed me to him (over myspace) the first comment that came out of his mouth was "I want her to have my babies." I smile just thinking about that.

We do everything together and we've become each other's shadow. He often comes with me when I nanny and he is so great with the babies. The only thing he does not do is changes the diapers and I am fine with that - I have no doubt that it'll change when we have our own.

I am often amazed at how similar we are - besides looking like we're from the same womb, we enjoy all the same activities and foods. We have the same dreams and aspire to be the same things. We are currently looking at a hunting lease in Greeley that we'd get into with some family/friends and that is just one more spot that we can make memories at.

I just love him, and am so thankful that he's apart of my life. He listens to me whine and complain daily and never does he not want to hear it. He gives me the best advise, even if it is just to not say anything to a certain person or a simple comment such as "you're better than them" is enough. He's my partner in crime and my shadow for life. I love him, love him, love him.